All of our professors keep saying to make art that we want to see and do and make it something we would love to find. And I love that they tell us that but right now I have no idea what I want to see. I’m so mixed up over my art and confused and ugh. I just keep pushing forward but it’s tiring. I feel like I’m not doing my absolute best, like I should be further ahead, and it’s just frustrating. Alas.