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Dealing with myself is so fuckign tiring that I don’t want anyone else to deal with it. I honestly wish that all of you would hate me and leave me alone so i could die. Being mentally ill hurts me and I don’t need it hurting others too. 

Everything is just So Much all the time and I need too much attention and too much time and everything is always a Big Deal with me and don’t you all ever get sick of it? Just leave me behind. Holy fuck. Just leave. Just leave. JUST LEAVE. 

All I’ll do is burn you out and wear you down.