I don’t know what’s wrong with me bc like, i’m done with my first day of classes and it just feels like this semester is going to be chore. Like I’m not really excited or passionate about anything anymore, including art and I dunno. I’d rather just lay on the floor and cry than try and figure out what to do. 

I want to talk to one of my professors but i don’t want to cry in front of them like some big dumb idiot.