Literally I wish none of you were friends with me bc like, how is it even worth it? I’m just this awful miserable waste of space and I’m not good at anything and I’m not useful and anything okay about me you can def find in another person and fuck like. How do you not get tired of me? “Oh vee’s having a breakdown /again/.” Like don’t you get fucking sick of that? I am. I’m sick of myself and I wish all of you were sick of me too bc fuck it. I hate all of this and bothering all of you and just being so fucking worthless