i did something that might have been annoying? they hate me
they aren’t texting me back after exactly one (1) minute? they hate me
i’m not their number 1 absolute favorite? they hate me
there was a noise? im gonna die
someone does something i dont like? time to kill myself to spite them
someone hurt me? time to self-destruct to spite them
feels good for a small period of time? i’ve been faking my mental illness all along
expresses negative emotions? i’m a burden
someone compliments me? i’ve manipulated them into saying that