Everyone in my family thinks I’m really mean and too aggressive but I only act that way because being my real self around them means I’m vulnerable and sensitive and none of those fucks deserve the real me. So yeah, I’m gonna say ‘fuck’ a lot and be angry and mean and not back down.
I… really fucking hate this holiday. And I hate having to decide what to do. It’s literally noon and I’ve already cried twice, awesome.
I should’ve just stayed home alone in my apartment.
Big Iron by Johnny Cash except playing from a jukebox in a boomtown saloon in the middle of summer, and it’s 11:30 PM when there’s only a few people left awake.