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i always think about getting top surgery and then i read about drains and stitches and all the other shit and i just want to throw up because i’m so scared and literally i wish i was dead instead of literally spiraling into this dysphoric nightmare again. 

not to be like, cliche and shit but i should have been born a ‘boy’, i want all of that and none of this. and i know i’m never gonna get it so…