It’s weird how after so many years someone can be so different but still the exact same. Like things change, but not really. It all just shifts slowly, and you can see how one thing led to another and things are just… Off a bit I guess. And it’s weird how someone who was so formative to who I am now is now someone who just… I don’t want want to say doesn’t matter. But she doesn’t. Now as much as she used to. And I wish her well but I no longer wish we were still close friends? I’m not dreaming of what it would like to still be in contact with her anymore. It’s weird.